The Oldiess.. the goldiess like Fevistickiesss !! My Youngistaan !!

Ahh !! a new one.. I wish I could write something funny but I am so damn confused why this writer in me comes at this situation only.

This time I am gonna write the conclusion of this blog in the starting itself and that is ....the friends whom you meet when you are nothing and still they are with you in all your deeds are the friends forever.

No matter where they go, no matter they call you or not, no matter how busy they are but the feeling which you get when they ping you just once or meet you just once in a year or so is like ...wohh !! It makes you feel like you still have those "nikamme" types people in your life who used to fight just for a treat of "Patties or samosas" and then you all mutually decide to do contry and believe me that contry of 10 , 20 or so used to matter a lot. How we people used to put that 10 Rs note on the table and do the budget planning in the canteen, those silly fights and not talking to any one member of the group and then suddenly asking that particular friend to give us party.

A small incidence of my Rakhi Bro Rahul .:
.once he got to know about a secret of one of the member of the group which was new to all of us as well. Where I and other group members took it normally my cutie pie Rahul made a blunder out of it and the amazing dialogue was

Rahul : "Muje pta ha tum log muje sab kuch q nahi btate  "

Me: "kya pta ha bahi"

Rahul : "Tum sab CBSE se padhe ho aur me Haryana Borad se isliye "

Ohh my god the whole serious enviro became the funniest moment of our lives. I mean can any one give such a silly reason of not telling the truth. Well that was all a quality of my lovely bro jiske har roj 12 bajte thee !!

Hitakshi the most mature girl of our group , our Katrina Kaif , the plan maker, the organiser:)
Rakesh... My RK oops hamara RK , the most helpful person of this world I guess and personally a shoulder to lean on and a person who always gives you an ear when you need someone the most. "the strength of our group"  .
Harshit .. The busiest guy ever and is till now !! well no words to say for an intelligent dude like him.

Ahh Varun.... the prank master and the life of group. The Ranbeer Kapoor of YJHD . No one knew his plans but now when we are knowing that , he makes us feel so proud .

Sneha  amm the peaceful butterfly and the gem of group. "Happy Birthday Sweetheart <3".

That was my Youngistann!!

My real strengths, those who were there during my odds and of course during the good days to make my pocket empty ..lol

When I look into the past and think about those trouble free days when just a breakup was the biggest misery of life and now when every day a new misery starts and we gotta face it like some super man or woman, the only difference I find is I don't have those super nalayak budiies who were there to convert the worries   into some new opportunities or a matter to laugh on :)

But still just a msg makes me feel that yes no matter where you guyz but will always be the closest..
You people are my Goldiesss!!! The gems ... My Youngistann !!

But life never remains the same. The moment you move on and find some new friends and start spending some good time with them they become your guddy buddy. No harm in making new and good friends. Well I found some amazing friends after my graduation days and even now the series is going on. But lemme tell you guyz the real fun was there. The real smile was that only when tears used to roll out while laughing.

No matter with whom you share your sorrows but the real satisfaction comes when those Goldiess listen to that and after a silence makes you laugh just coz of that worry ..

Omg !! how much to write and now coming to the end I wonder I was about to write some other stuff but just a ping of u all makes me forget all worries and other miseries. I am so thankful to god that I am blessed with my Youngistaan!!

Ahh this is not it ..as I said life makes you meet some new wonders of your lives..some good experiences and some bad ...still hanging between those experiences but you guyzz rockzzzzzz n  always will !!

GOOD LUCK MY YOUNGISTANN !! :) 





"Well just a ping from a newer one and I am bound to appreciate that Goldiee as well. Ahh a Cancerian again. I was so afraid of gelling up with a cancer now but amm I wonder why this naughtiness makes me forget all my worries ;) Well what to say for a guy who can write an "Essay Kese" in just two days of knowing you and exactly the way you are.. yes I had tears in my eyes , yes there was a smile on my face and yes that Essay Kese makes my day whenever I read it!!

You are .................. ahh I guess this should be a suspense and shall continue till my next blog. You gotta wait a little bit for your consideration :) Meetha Meetha Tu !!

A broken One !!!

Still awake.... What makes me do that...am I overexcited about life...no!! Am I in love....no !! Am I waiting for a call ...no!! Am I chatting ...no!! What ....here I got it...I'm not happy :(

But I wonder the reason of it.... Is it that I was left alone...ammm my best buddy ditched ?? Only this could be the reason ??? ...well at times only a silly reason can make u feel like uhh...not even worth sharing... U get upset of no reason without even analysing what made u fall unto it...and the time you make up a mind to analyse the same ...u can't even find a single reason of getting upset...wohhh waooo damn crazy and stupid thought it was but then that's true and true in all the senses.

 I'm so surprised with the skill a human being can possess... I mean without even saying the real cause of it the whole story could be naratted and the only one who has ever fallen into the situation would get it in a while...

Hmm I'm also bad at narattions ...ahh I was a good narattor anyways..it feels like giving explanations or what..it's a broken narattion, a broken story which could not be naratted nor could be written nor understood...I wonder who will ?? I guess a patient one or a phycologist...funny!!


It's a broken one!!! And will always be ......................,................

A Girl's Wish

The world says that it is really impossible to read a girl's mind. Uhh well it's true. Coz the state of mind through which a girl has to go through on daily basis is not so simple to be understood  by the common people. Yeah that's true. That's the reality. The time I must be thinking of my family and getting lost into it, my friend might be thinking that I am not interested to talk or might end up saying......Ooooo Boyfrienddd hmmmm. Oh Come On, I mean who really cares about what the world thinks of me or what interpretations they are making, I am Lostttt. I am lost in my own world of dreams and desires. 

Yes that's me and that's how a girl is. Just happy with her life and with the people whom she loves in her life. I might ask for n number of gifts , I might ask for n number of dresses, I might ask for a good life, some luxuries, some amusements or may be nothing. What all a girl want is not those materialistic things but true love in all those things she gets from her loved ones. Sometimes a hug, a kiss, a soft touch, a sweet voice, a cute smile, caring eyes and a shoulder where she can put her head and cry is enough. A hand which she can hold and hold for life is enough for her satisfaction. She doesn't want a big bouquet of red roses, sometimes a single rose filled with love is enough.

I.......I am a daughter, a sister, a true friend, and of all a true lover. Yes love connects me.. Love connects me and make me a good daughter , love keeps me inspired and become a supportive sister, love motivates me to become a true and loyal friend, no matter how many betrayals I had to face. no matter who left me , I am glad to say, I never left anyone. Love satisfies me in all the ways and that's what a girl wants in her life,  "Satisfaction". Satisfaction of love, satisfaction of joy, satisfaction of peace, satisfaction of having a perfect family, a loyal friend , a caring lover and a good life.:)

Are We Paying Off By Being Women

Previously it was Delhi and now it's Mumbai. Reading Times of Indian on my way to Office is always a good start of my job but that day I was upset when I read another brutal rape case. This must not be my condition but all the sensible citizens of our country would have been in the same situation. But this is not the first case and of course will not be the last one. I mean what is actually going on in the mindset of people. The more media tells us about the stories of gang rape the more number of stories again becomes a part of the next day's news headlines and one more was a police constable was allegedly gang raped. And the news doesn't stop over here,  who is unaware of That Saint's Case which is on air these days.Can any one tell me is it only fake.. Well more than the rape case I am surprised on his statement!! Please don't justify his statement that Nirbhaya should have pleaded in front of those rapists and should have said bhaiya to them. Can that saint please tell me one point that was he the victim of the case and had he seen Nirbhaya not asking them no leave her or pleading for her life? Who knows what she has gone through or what that 23 year old journalist must have gone through and what is in the mind of that 5 year old girl who was raped by her neighbour and what that widow must be facing who was raped by decoits and how much humiliation the family has to face,  what each and every girl of the country must be thinking after listing scores of cases of rapes and yet this is not over. Who knows who is next!!!

Please tell me when all this is gonna get over? Starting from female foeticide, to rapes to brutal behavior after marriage or throwing of acids if a girl says no to marriage, those murders just for greed, that humiliation in the society, that inhuman behaviour ................is it going to get over one day or we have to face the world like this. 

"Are we actually paying off by being women."

Ye Meerut wali ladki bi na...................By God !!!!

I know I might be getting too emotional but that's how I am while being in any relationship, be it in love or in friendship. And this time it's FRIENDSHIP!!! Oh Yes I can write a full novel on how it just started with just a formal gesture... Oh how could I forget "YOU ARE MY SENIOR"............!!!

It then moved towards sharing our family lives shortly, then office stuffs, then friends and yesssss none other then boysssss :p. I still remember , you just had a handful of stuffs regarding boys and I ?????? Well lets move further. Sharing food, sharing things about each other's lifestyle, sharing thoughts, sharing our frustration, our grief, our happiness all that brought us so close that now it's even impossible to not talk to each other even for a single day. 

I love the way you just sit beside me and listen to all the foolish talks of mine. I love the way you appreciate me , my work ,my food and everything in me. I love the way u scold me for my kiddish yet illogical behaviour. It's just amazing to talk to u as if I'm talking to my elder sister. You make me feel so special and proud on myself "wo to mujhe bachpan se hi pata ha " but still your words make me live a more dedicated life ahead. 

I feel blessed when I share my thoughts with you and  you are always ready with the solution of my problems. It's the lifetime achievement for me that someone has literally started reading my eyes. You have accepted me the way I am ................good or bad.

You know what actually you make my day when you laugh at any of my jokes. I know some of them are literal bullshits and poor ones but you still manage to digest them and laugh at them. 

Now some gr8 dialogues after those senti ones:

I love you O dear Life !!!

It's strange or I guess prewritten how people come into our lives, how they become a part of our lives, how we start thinking our life with them and fear from thinking the life without them. It's strange..really strange but after some time we realise by ourselves that no one dies without anybody. Life just moves on. It really doesn't wait for anybody. You gotta eat, you gotta breathe, you gotta laugh, you gotta work and you gotta do all other such stuffs in your life which you were doing in the presence of that so called person. I really wonder...........does that made any difference....ahmm well I AM STILL ALIVE. I am alive coz I got a dream to fulfill. I am alive coz I gotta prove that I may crack but I will never break. At least not coz of any one who was not even worthy enough. Worthy enough of friendship or even more. 

You gotta embrace the life as it comes to you!!!

U Are My Support and I Am Your's !!!

It's been very few years since I have started understanding you and for you it was one of your responsibility to understand me, to be with me, to be my support and make me believe in myself. It's just coz of you I stand so confident today. You are my support, you are my belief, you are my faith. I know I am fine till your love , your care and your hand is on me...You are my ideal!!! 

Your dignity, your honesty, your way of watching life, your positive attitude, your faith on god and on your struggle and hard work....everything you do becomes a lesson for me. 

   

   Every morning I wake up and wait for you to come and make my day, 

                      and you always make sure that you do the same.

My day starts with you and ends up with you. The whole day I try to be the kind of girl you want me to be and at the end of the day , I ask to myself whether I have lived up to your expectations or not. 

I am happy that you rely on me, I feel proud to be your girl and always want to be. 

 Whenever you say that you are proud on me, my life becomes worthy enough.

The time when you sit beside me and share your feelings, the time when you say that I have become your shoulder, becomes the proudest moment of my life. You are my life, you are my strength. 
I wish the brightest sunshine comes into your life everyday. I wish I could be with you during each and every ups and downs of your life and both of us face the life as we have faced it till now.......Together!!!.


Happy Birthday Papa. I Wish I could get all the happiness of the world for you and I promise I will. :)